Help myself? I am being slowly crushed by this place, it's rules! And you expect me to bow to this Admiral's wishes. I speak to others, but that is not good enough for you. To you alone, I must speak? How can I when you will simply speak of it to whomever you please? How can I when I trust you not?
You think I fight merely to let off steam? I fight to regain meaning in what the Admiral has stolen from me! Do you think I hunt simply because boredom nips at my heels? This is what keeps me from destroying this barge. For it's sacrilege.
And to whom have you spoken? What of? How am I to know these things?
[Wardening skills. Aleera is still learning unlikely to learn them for a very long time.]
Whomsoever I speak with is one who has specialities. One who can assist. You write of detesting this place and yet demonstrate little but stagnation in the belief it was correct to doom your people, disallowing me a way to save you from your prison!
I ask that you speak to me before you do such things, this is not unreasonable! To be informed where my information is going and why!
Again, you wish me to bow to the Admiral! Do you not see how that offends? How by doing so, I would not be in the right, but bringing shame upon myself? No Klingon, from Gre'thor, will look me in the eye for bowing to my captor's will!
You must prove me wrong, but I will not agree unless you have done so!
Then how do I do this agreement without doing this? By proof. Do you truly believe you have furnished this? Why what I have done is wrong? Because I do not believe it so.
I do not speak of you, Warden. I would not wish to undermine your position.
I remain in hope that another will teach you better than I. Do not lose faith... I, alone, am proof that many things are possible here and my reward was great.
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Date: 5/4/11 05:42 am (UTC)From:If they are not for you, then my answers are not your concern. Leave if you wish, I shall not keep you here.
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Date: 5/4/11 06:55 am (UTC)From:Think as you will, but no privileges shall be allowed without more willingness from you.
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Date: 5/4/11 08:23 am (UTC)From:You speak of willingness, of effort, when what you mean is you wish me to agree with all that you say. We tried this. It failed.
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Date: 5/4/11 08:30 am (UTC)From:No, General. I mean willingness to help yourself. To leave this place and be where you wish.
You may consider this as I ponder whether to retrieve your weapons as discipline.
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Date: 5/4/11 08:48 am (UTC)From:You think I fight merely to let off steam? I fight to regain meaning in what the Admiral has stolen from me! Do you think I hunt simply because boredom nips at my heels? This is what keeps me from destroying this barge. For it's sacrilege.
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Date: 5/4/11 08:53 am (UTC)From:[Wardening skills. Aleera is
still learningunlikely to learn them for a very long time.]Whomsoever I speak with is one who has specialities. One who can assist. You write of detesting this place and yet demonstrate little but stagnation in the belief it was correct to doom your people, disallowing me a way to save you from your prison!
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Date: 5/4/11 09:06 am (UTC)From:Again, you wish me to bow to the Admiral! Do you not see how that offends? How by doing so, I would not be in the right, but bringing shame upon myself? No Klingon, from Gre'thor, will look me in the eye for bowing to my captor's will!
You must prove me wrong, but I will not agree unless you have done so!
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Date: 5/4/11 09:33 am (UTC)From:Nonetheless.
I would not care with whom you speak of me, but if this is your need, then I shall do so in future...
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Date: 5/4/11 09:52 am (UTC)From:I do not speak of you, Warden. I would not wish to undermine your position.
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Date: 6/4/11 02:23 am (UTC)From:I shall soon be writing of why.
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